Wednesday, September 10, 2008

capturing moods

i like sitting in starbucks when its all warmy. it makes me think of "bathed in sunlight," you read that in books. sun bathing. only at 6 o clock in the summer. the prettiest time of all, light split shatters in and every person in there looks ten times more beautiful. split-shattery sun. its like makeup, 100% all natural complete with vitamin D. now, only beautiful people can buy coffee. that combination (plus caffeine?) inspires in overload. the goosebumpy, stomach fluttery feeling when all you want to do is look out that big gorgeous window and think about how great. how perfect. how nonsensically happy your brain thinks you are right now. doesnt it know? it knows but it doesnt care, its so content its just oozing content all over the place. over sun and coffee stores and windows. big gorgeous windows. whats the prettiest thing in the world? keep planning, i'll be it sometime. its the eventual schedule. so eventual, so schedule! i could run off this 6 o clock in the summer inspiration all month. that's hope. check on this, because i read something about it once. "hope is what sets humans apart from animals" or something like that. and then you know it goes, the sky starts sucking it back up and taking it away. 7 o clock in the summer is thoughtful, a cool down, get ready to get out there. if you wrote it down, maybe you can keep your inspiration, your motivation, your makeup. we'll see if this works.

1 comment:

Sean Peavy said...

you really are a brilliant writer.