it's best just to sit in chairs

to eat when hungry, to sleep and rise and work. But we have all been there. Chairs are for people, and you're not sure if you are one. -No One Belongs Here More Than You

when you're just doing things and saying things and not thinking about whether they're true or false or what they will mean later once you're back. you're going through, like cutting through or shining through straight in a line but its a glowing line. i don't know if you hit anything i think you can just slice through everything. you're watching yourself, sort of like you have some dissociative disorder, but not. because its normal. because we're all on a spectrum and sometimes this happens to everyone. people write it out all the time, they write about watching. miranda says its like holding a cup of dream and moving gracefully so nothing spills out. you really want to keep the whole dream, it wont make sense without a piece of it. or if you're not sure what you are. you don't really care though. you just keep saying things so nothing spills out or breaks away.